My Feelings -Trust- (Part XI)

I know she tells me, over and over again.

But I’m scared of losing her.

I love her so much and she loves me.

It’s just…

…every time she texts Tony…

…I feel like she’s gonna drift away.

She doesn’t get how I feel when she texts him everyday.

Especially when I’m there.

If I was texting a girl, every few minutes, she’d complain and get over jealous.

I can’t explain my feelings like that.

When she asks “what’s up” after or during texting, I’d reply “Meh” or “ooh..”

I need her so much.

I do sort of understand that we’re closer when we’re single.

But I love being in a relationship.

I hate being single.

I love parts when I can call her my girlfriend or my fiance…

…and maybe in future, my wife.

Maybe she just wants us to be “company”.

But I want to move closer to her.