My Feelings -Jealousy Overload- (Part XII)

Damn it!

Why can’t I be the one to make her happy?

I try so hard and all it takes was one phonecall from Captain Pedo and she becomes the happiest person in the world.

I feel so sodding useless.

If I had “unlimited” credit, I would be the one on the phone to her and to make her happy.

She even sat out on the roof, just outside her window to talk to him.

She’s never done that with me.

I just depress myself even more.

I am scared.

Scared of losing her.

If I lost her, I’d not be able to live.

I’ve almost lost her on a few occasions.

Never want to do that again.

But I am scared that Pedo-Tony will butt in like Twatface did.

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=’(